Do you ever feel like no matter what you do you keep getting pushed back to the starting line. Well if you do your not alone! Last Wednesday I went to the doctor for the first time in almost a year and when I stepped on the scale and I felt like crying the number in front of me was as I had always feared 305 I freaked out inside how could I let this happen? How could I let myself get to this point? 305 pounds the highest weight of my life. My doctor and I talked about getting my weight down but all I can think about is how can I when every time I try I get pushed back? But then I think about it every time I have tryed to lose weight I lose about 30 pounds. If I can make a life change and really stick to it think of the possibilities 30 pounds can turn into 60 or 90 if I really try hard and change my life. So here I am at the starting line ready to take my first steps.
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